I washed one of Zoh's legs today..it was difficult to do just one!
I keep meaning to play guitar but I keep forgetting lol.
I'm so so tired that when I get home from riding I just flump on the chair and chill out on the computer.
2 weeks off starts tomorrow! Going to work at 1.30 finishes at 3.30. 2 weeks off, then Monday off, back Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, off Friday for the wedding, off Monday for May bank holiday....3 weeks and 45 squid pay. Fail.
Thursday, 7 April 2011
Wednesday, 6 April 2011
tired
i am very. alethea came today zoh was really good. hadda run home/to work and was nearly late. going in early on friday cause they break up at 1.20 so we're going in at 1.30 or maybe 2.30. meant to post last night but was something mm yeah eh tired now bye
Monday, 4 April 2011
200 posts.
I actually feel really really proud of myself for having posted 200 times! It's a freakin' miracle.
And to top it off, I have actually posted every day (sometimes more than once!) since New Years. Some have been serious. Others not so much. But I have posted.
Today I've had 3 missed calls from an unknown number and for some reason it's stuck in my mind and it's annoying.
Pony Boy was much better today <3 I do love him.
Moose is looking SO well! She's thin and I'm going to start walking her out every day soon ^.^
In the Easter holidays what I want to do (if I'm not riding May) is ride Ellie in the morning with the MacDougall crewage and walk Zoh afterwards. But, if I am riding May what I'll do is walk Zoh in the morning and Ellie in the afternoon/evening :] Get all three of us fit at the same time lol
A negative, Oasys has integrated. I will remove her and Kat from their respective pages.
And to top it off, I have actually posted every day (sometimes more than once!) since New Years. Some have been serious. Others not so much. But I have posted.
Today I've had 3 missed calls from an unknown number and for some reason it's stuck in my mind and it's annoying.
Pony Boy was much better today <3 I do love him.
Moose is looking SO well! She's thin and I'm going to start walking her out every day soon ^.^
In the Easter holidays what I want to do (if I'm not riding May) is ride Ellie in the morning with the MacDougall crewage and walk Zoh afterwards. But, if I am riding May what I'll do is walk Zoh in the morning and Ellie in the afternoon/evening :] Get all three of us fit at the same time lol
A negative, Oasys has integrated. I will remove her and Kat from their respective pages.
Sunday, 3 April 2011
199
I have 199 posts. Admittedly like 99 of them have been utter twaddle. Time to be a little honest I think.
I've been struggling a fair amount. More than I've been willing to admit. Fortunately, I've had a fairly low flashback count recently which I'm so happy with because I don't think I can deal with them on top of everything else.
I've been pretty distant with..most people actually. I do NOT want to talk about why. If you don't know it's because, and yes I'm being honest, I don't want you to know for whatever reason.
And no, bugging me will not make me tell you, I'll be even less likely to.
I've been far less urgy lately, I think it's with being so busy. It's kept my mind occupied plus riding is oh so therapeutic and it makes me happy.
Alethea is coming on Wednesday to do some Show training with Zoh and I. What I plan on doing is bringing Ellie in, then Jaffa, then Zoh.
Speaking of Zoh, we had thunder today which totally freaked him out and the heavy heavy rain on the tin roof didn't exactly calm him down. He was so scared of everything he stood in the middle of his stable with his eyes on stalks shaking from head to toe and hopping from foot to foot. I ended up quickly rugging him up and running out to the field hoping and praying there was no more thunder and thankfully there wasn't!
Needless to say I was absolutely soaking wet, shivering from the cold and still freaked from the thunder. I do not, under any circumstances, like thunder. Nor can I deal with it. And I don't much want to talk about why. Not here anyway.
Do you know how hard it is to calm down a dangerously scared horse? It's beyond difficult.
Now..do you know how hard it is to calm down a dangerously scared horse while you are terrified, shaking and so very not calm? Impossible. He needed me to tell him with my body that it wasn't scary and I successfully managed to scare him more I think. And that was no mean feat. He was so scared bless him.
I've been struggling a fair amount. More than I've been willing to admit. Fortunately, I've had a fairly low flashback count recently which I'm so happy with because I don't think I can deal with them on top of everything else.
I've been pretty distant with..most people actually. I do NOT want to talk about why. If you don't know it's because, and yes I'm being honest, I don't want you to know for whatever reason.
And no, bugging me will not make me tell you, I'll be even less likely to.
I've been far less urgy lately, I think it's with being so busy. It's kept my mind occupied plus riding is oh so therapeutic and it makes me happy.
Alethea is coming on Wednesday to do some Show training with Zoh and I. What I plan on doing is bringing Ellie in, then Jaffa, then Zoh.
Speaking of Zoh, we had thunder today which totally freaked him out and the heavy heavy rain on the tin roof didn't exactly calm him down. He was so scared of everything he stood in the middle of his stable with his eyes on stalks shaking from head to toe and hopping from foot to foot. I ended up quickly rugging him up and running out to the field hoping and praying there was no more thunder and thankfully there wasn't!
Needless to say I was absolutely soaking wet, shivering from the cold and still freaked from the thunder. I do not, under any circumstances, like thunder. Nor can I deal with it. And I don't much want to talk about why. Not here anyway.
Do you know how hard it is to calm down a dangerously scared horse? It's beyond difficult.
Now..do you know how hard it is to calm down a dangerously scared horse while you are terrified, shaking and so very not calm? Impossible. He needed me to tell him with my body that it wasn't scary and I successfully managed to scare him more I think. And that was no mean feat. He was so scared bless him.
Saturday, 2 April 2011
Pish
My wrist hurts ¬.¬
And and and I'm watching Transporter 2 which is..novel.
I'm insanely sleepy but the film is far awesome.
I'm riding tomorrow at 10..turning Moose out first and bring her back in afterwardssss, then I wanna watch a film with Momma ^.^
And and and I'm watching Transporter 2 which is..novel.
I'm insanely sleepy but the film is far awesome.
I'm riding tomorrow at 10..turning Moose out first and bring her back in afterwardssss, then I wanna watch a film with Momma ^.^
Friday, 1 April 2011
Happy April Fools
Today is 1st April in a month and 1 day I will be 3 years totally free of SI.
Exciiiiiiting.
I slept for AGES last night I was srsly pooped, judging by the knot in my duvet I had some dodgy dreams. But I remember zero.
I'm still tired though!
I'm riding May tomorrow after Barb's so w00t.
The grazing pen is going up on Monday, vunderbarg.
Exciiiiiiting.
I slept for AGES last night I was srsly pooped, judging by the knot in my duvet I had some dodgy dreams. But I remember zero.
I'm still tired though!
I'm riding May tomorrow after Barb's so w00t.
The grazing pen is going up on Monday, vunderbarg.
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