Things...

Things you should know about me...and if you don't then you probably don't know me at all.



I own one dress: my prom dress
I will never be even remotely girly
People freak me out
Touch scares me sometimes
I only ever wear my hair up if I have a hat on
I don't much like cauliflower
I can never spell 'French' yay for phones making it right
I love the smell of lavender
I sleep with a teddy his name is monkey
I have pet snails
I love bugs and dirt
I'm pretty sure I'm a 5 year old boy
I adore movies!
I'm trying to read 100 books this year
I can hear a train....just testing ;)
I don't believe I'm god but I don't know what I do believe in
I'm afraid to let people in
I don't have a lot of friends
I'm procrastinating because I don't want to sleep even though I have 3 jobs to do tomorrow and one of them is a double
I may have a new job
I have counselling on the 13th and I'm afraid we're gunna talk about the homework o have her as I left last time
I annoyed a fox today
This has gone in a weird direction
I like colouring
I'm hiding on the bathroom in the dark
I like the noise my phone makes when I type
I like the sound of snow
I don't muh like snow...
I like quiet
But sometimes I hate it
I'm sleepy
I'm scared of the above
I'm about to fight said fear and probably lose


Yay me

Hmm

Tomorrow (today) Mum and I are going to look at a potential horse for her. 15.3hh Tricoloured Sports Horse...5 yo and VERY green. Could prove interesting..

It's probably a no go, but you dunno til you go seeeeeee.

Okay..so oops.

So much for posting every day..oopsy.

yeah thats all your getting for now.

Uglies.

I just read it. It's awesome. I love it.

Y'know when you need to say something..and you try a couple of times but it just..won't come out. It's not so much saying it..it's what "it" represents. What you know it means.

Why can't life be easy?

Haresfoot.

At work there are some lovely horses... but some have names like my alters!

There's Shay...Izzy and Quin o.o

It hurts my headddddddddddddd

Mmhmm.

I gave blood today and it went well until I got triggered :P

Then I had work at the stables and on the way back Mavis started making weird noises..so I pulled over and rang Dad who came out to help..my wheel was basically falling off o.o So Dad's hoping he's fixed it else it's my driveshaft and then that's a big bill.

And I finally made it to work a little late and then we went to the yard..where it was raining and gross.

I'm mildly tempted to bring the horses in every day before work so they can have nomnoms. But it means leaving earlyyyy.

It's now 2.05 and I am not looking forward to going to bed which is craptastic.

Mm, I feel triggered and not so safe at all.

Ocular migraines.

They really really fucking hurt like you wouldn't even believe possible.

And I'm giving blood tomorrow so no painkillers..fuck balls.

Happy New Year

So it's the New Year, officially.

This year I have so reso's again.

1. I want to get fit/healthy. (Please note how I said that.)
2. I want to back Zoh which means the above has to happen.
3. I want to blog every day again.
4. I want to talk about things instead of hiding behind things.
5. I want to be okay...

There are a few other things but I can't remember them lol.

I'd like to take up a sport..either one I have done it a while or one I've never done before, because..why not?! Life's too short.

I wanna work w/ Jakey/Zoh at least once a week at a minimum.

I wannt write out memories/FB's/nightmares more often.

And damn, I wanna watch more films!
And read more books!