Hamster.

I washed one of Zoh's legs today..it was difficult to do just one!

I keep meaning to play guitar but I keep forgetting lol.

I'm so so tired that when I get home from riding I just flump on the chair and chill out on the computer.

2 weeks off starts tomorrow! Going to work at 1.30 finishes at 3.30. 2 weeks off, then Monday off, back Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, off Friday for the wedding, off Monday for May bank holiday....3 weeks and 45 squid pay. Fail.

Mm.

Yeah.
Apparently exploding in front of mum cause I'm fed up of her and dad having a go at me whenever I pick up my guitar is inappropriate and shit. I just want some support, I'm fed up of being constantly to shut up and I'm making a fucking racket etc. Why can't they be proud that I've learnt something musical myself and I'm doing fine learning and that I want to show them what I can do? I don't get it. I did it by myself, why won't they be proud or at least pretend to be proud of me?
Makes me wanna give up guitar.
All I want is for mum to be proud of me and something I did.
Hah. Now I'm crying, fucking great.

Miss you, love you. Fish x

It's depressing. I have an exam Friday and I don't want to go. I can't sit still for 2 hours straight. I'm not ready. I have Chem homework that I have to hand in tomorrow which I haven't done cause I was watching a film. I need to do something..but I forgot what it was. Revise probably.
Whatever. I'll fail anyway. Same for all my exams. Yay for having my failings printed on a piece of paper.