All Hallows.

I'mma do a proper post tomorrow, I feel kinda..bleh.

Uhm, Halloween was cool, the littles really enjoyed themselves.

Nano starts..today :P Can't wait :P

CET: 810
CBO: 882
CO: 72

400.

This is my 400th post. That's like..amazing.
I've never done 400 anything!

CET: 1108
CBO: 455
CO: 653

H..

alloween is tomorrah. Aaaand inside is crazy! The littles are all asleep and the minders and co are putting the final touches to the decor it's AWESOME

CET: 1254
CBO: 750
CO: 504

Work :(

I hate work. And I hate that I hate it. I'm doing something I love...and I hate it.
I'm so so tempted to quit despite the fact I need the money.

CET: 1200
CBO: 698
CO: 502

Splint

I've broken my makeshift splint like about 3 times..oops. But it's kinda half doing it's job..sort of.

I had my TC tonight, all went went and I have another one set for Nov too.

CET: 1093
CBO: 548
CO: 545

finger.

my finger is throbbing like you wouldnt believe whenever it touches something it fucking hurts so i have a makeshift splint on it o.o

CET: 850
CBO: 1046
CO: 196

beh.

it's a word.

i feel horribly ill. my face hurts. my side hurts. i hurt.

cet: bout 100
cbo: bout 500
co: 500 or so.
i dont really care right now.

didn't blog

didn't blog cause i forgot.
parents are gone.mm.

CET: 975
CBO: 540
CO: 435

Zohan

I decided I wanna change his name... to "Don't Mess With The Zohan" :D

CET: 829
CBO: 350
CO: 479
ididbetter.muchbetter.

Kinda ow.

Today has been painful and it's crap.

And Zoh's tired from growing. And I ordered an Ev hoody.

And I feel physically sick. And disgusting and icky and generally gross.

CET: 943
CBO: 664
CO: 279

Harf Term, Innit.

I'm not at work for a full 7 days. I'm not back til Wednesday because parentals are going away. Which I'm not entirely sure is a good thing. Eh long story that I cba to go into.

Horses had the dentist today.
Ellie had to be rasped.
Jaff was rasped.
Twig needs more squishy food.
Zoh has to be sedated to have two wolf teeth out (which I get to keep, win.)

Uhmmmm, yeah.

CET: 1264
CBO: 909
CO: 355
icandobetter.

Requiem For A Dream.

I did not anticipate it being quite that triggering. I'm at that..idk wtf to think kinda triggered. Then I logged onto FB and someone I used to know from RYL has posted some pretty graphic pictures of open wounds/scars for the world to see. Fan-fucking-tastic.

Horse-y dentist tomorrow, I should already be in bed. But I feel like crying.

CET: 802
CBO: 582
CO: 220

Today

Today was Wednesday. The best thing was the undead hippo.

CET: 1214
CBO: 562
CO: 652

Zoh

He's ever so fluffy :D
And his chest was worse than I thought, but nothing to worry about. And he has the dentist friday. And I can feel my face!

CET: 1250
CBO: 1381
CO: -131
fuckingyes.

Gah.

I didn't post last night cause it was mum's birthday and we were out most of the evening.

CET: 1430
CBO: 570
CO: 860

Sunday.

Tis mother's birthday tomorrah...today.

And I'm watching Blackadder II :D

CET: 703
CBO: 350
CO: 353

Ah shit it.

I have lurgies.
I can feel the burning at the back of my throat which is obviously not triggering.

Mm, I'm urgy.

CET: 1204
CBO: 650
CO: 554

Jodhpurs.

Tomorrow I have to wear them for the first time in about 6 years. Can we say panic attack?

CET: 1198
CBO: 654
CO: 542

So..

I forgot to post last night.

IT WAS AWESOME! I had an interview at The XC and we did some Bouldering, followed by Caving then High Ropes. I wasn't expecting to like the caving, but I did it was amazing. I love it! I've got bruises, scrapes and the odd scrape covered bruise, but it was amazing. There's a ball pit in one of the harder routes which we did which obviously I loved cause y'know I'm still a child. And there were a few drops which I literally did fall down lol. It didn't look like I thought it would..it looked amazinggg.

I say amazing a lot.

And the high ropes was epic. It was so much fun and despite being so high I felt totally safe. And we did it w/ our eyes closed :D

And we met some awesome people tooooo, it was funsies.

CET: 1428
CBO: 1750
CO: -322

Wrist Pain.

My wrists hurt a lot :( It's crap.

CET: 1249
CBO: 657
CO: 592

The Dentist.

I have to get a filling next week, bah -.-

CET: 1449
CBO: 878
CO: 571

Pubbb

I was at the pub again today with Dave it was fun, we talked and stuff, like y'do.

I have the dentist in the morning.

CET: 1637
CBO: 689
CO: 948

Paaaaaain.

I have a headache behind my left eye and a fucking stabbing pain in my left ankle.

CET: 990

Job interview

I have one on Thursday, really hoping I get the job. I need to move the fuck out.

CET: 1461

The Big Bang Theory

It makes me laugh. I so need a laugh <3

And I'm urgy as fuck, haaaah.

Blink.

Everytime I blink I see things.

Theory!

I FREAKIN' PASSED! Whodathunkit?

Not meeee. But I did and it was epic. And I'm proud of myself but don't let my brain know that. Kthx

Theory

I have my theory exam tomorrow and bah, it's gunna be crap.

Unsafe.

I do not feel safe.
The dangerous urgy where I'm terrified of being alone because I WILL do something stupid.
Fuck this shit, yo.

headache

it seems i have one and i just drank a lot of milk nomnom

Music.

I have Sungha Jung playing. I love that kid.