First off, Merry Christmas to all who read my blog. We hope you have a good day :-)
Second, time to post what our system did for Christmas.
The trees are coated in fairy lights and tinsel and there is a huge tree in the main room which is covered in hand made snowflakes and baubles and the likes. There are fairy lights on every door and around tables.
(I'll do this in more detail at some point)
Third, I want to post the main gifts everybody got inside :-)
Harly: A green cape. She's now Super Harly..
Coogar: A stuffed giraffe
Cassilyn: A big black blanket
Butterfly: Face paint -.-
Kelly: A pink teddy with her name on it
Kasey: A pink teddy with her name on it
Oasys: Glow in the dark stars for her room.
Bayley: Giant whale stuffed toy
Dorian: Sketch pad and paper
Shaya: Princess outfit
Salix: Fluffy beanbag
Dot: Giant African Landsnail called Arnie
Dash: Giant African Landsnail called Tigger
Taylor: A pillow with her name on it
Taz: A lifesized wolf stuffy
Lorelei: Yoshi plushie
Boo: A pop up tent
Dougie: A small bow and arrow
Switch: A rapier
Fox: Bow and arrows
Kaelyn: A rapier
Jaxal: Two double edged curved sword
Sabrae: Metal work tools
Tommy: A jedi robe! (he's awesome)
Hawk: Voice recorder
Lixxie: Hammock
Tony: Leather jacket
Izzy: Green beanbag
Quinn: A black 4 man tent
Ali: Long grey cardigan
Fez: Red Sox baseball cap
Zee: Egg chair
Cam: Soft blanket
Calleigh: Monkey slippers
Gabe: Snuggie
Newt: Huge fluffy and glittery cushion
Echo:...You don't wanna know -.-
Boy: Trail bike
Charlie: RC Car
Teeq: Giant scratch post
Sook: Salmon
Neyvari: Fluffy hide out
Sylva: Large fluffy blanket with paw prints on
Skye: Lavender scented blanket
Sioux: A pretty indestructable large ball
Overall, they've really enjoyed Christmas this year, and it's been brilliant for the alters that haven't celebrated a Christmas with us before.
A thank you to the Minders for looking after the littles, it's amazingly helpful, so thanks.
Merry Christmas guys :-)
xx
Saturday, 25 December 2010
Monday, 13 December 2010
I forget to post xD
Hai ^.^
I has a new job, I'm a carer for an elderly woman s'rather awesome heh. She has two little yorkies, Suki and Smokey. Everytime I say Suki, Sook is like "What?" it's gunna take some getting used to. But I like the job and I get paid either tomorrow or at the end of the week :]
Oo, I'm a CMIT on Pandy's now, I don't remember if I already said that, but I'm really excited and I'm really enjoying it even if there have been a few times when I've begun questioning why on Earth I'm doing it. But I do love it, it's good fun and I love being able to support people.
Batman and I are "dating". That word seems stupid when it isn't like we've gone out on a date xD Zee keeps saying we should go out for dinner, we both have ED's is that really wise?! It's...weird but good weird I think. Kinda scared though heh freaks me out heh. The last time I was in a relationship was with T and it sucked and it freaked me out. Keep having shitty dreams about him, scary heh. Just don't wanna get hurt.
I've dropped my phone TWICE in like 3 days in front of mum -.- That doesn't sound bad but I have a blade in the back. And fortunately the two times I've dropped it she reached for the back which has pinged off and not seen the blade which I've stepped on. It's scary o.o
Uhm, body memories have been insane lately, pretty much 24 hours for the last week or so. It's depressing heh
I'm sleepy -.- staying up til stupid o'clock isn't helping, but mm.
Love you Lit'lun, Keep On Keepin' On.
Love you Batman, Keep On Keepin' On too ^.^
Over and out xD
I has a new job, I'm a carer for an elderly woman s'rather awesome heh. She has two little yorkies, Suki and Smokey. Everytime I say Suki, Sook is like "What?" it's gunna take some getting used to. But I like the job and I get paid either tomorrow or at the end of the week :]
Oo, I'm a CMIT on Pandy's now, I don't remember if I already said that, but I'm really excited and I'm really enjoying it even if there have been a few times when I've begun questioning why on Earth I'm doing it. But I do love it, it's good fun and I love being able to support people.
Batman and I are "dating". That word seems stupid when it isn't like we've gone out on a date xD Zee keeps saying we should go out for dinner, we both have ED's is that really wise?! It's...weird but good weird I think. Kinda scared though heh freaks me out heh. The last time I was in a relationship was with T and it sucked and it freaked me out. Keep having shitty dreams about him, scary heh. Just don't wanna get hurt.
I've dropped my phone TWICE in like 3 days in front of mum -.- That doesn't sound bad but I have a blade in the back. And fortunately the two times I've dropped it she reached for the back which has pinged off and not seen the blade which I've stepped on. It's scary o.o
Uhm, body memories have been insane lately, pretty much 24 hours for the last week or so. It's depressing heh
I'm sleepy -.- staying up til stupid o'clock isn't helping, but mm.
Love you Lit'lun, Keep On Keepin' On.
Love you Batman, Keep On Keepin' On too ^.^
Over and out xD
Saturday, 11 December 2010
Body memories. *Possibly graphic*
Jesus shit.
FUCKING OW!
As far as BM's go this one is WAY up there on the pain scale. It's not even getting as far as the R* in the memory but this hurts more.
I can remember the muscles locking up and spasming and biting down on my tongue.
I can feel it all in my body.
Makes my knee hurt.
Makes my ankle hurt.
Trying really hard not to cry out.
I almost forgot how much it hurt.
Comes in spasms or waves.
I hate the memory more than I hate them.
I don't think I even hate them.
There is no way to ground from this memory.
Hoping it isn't gunna last much longer, I don't know how much more I can take.
Couldn't take much before.
Fuck.
Just, fuck.
FUCKING OW!
As far as BM's go this one is WAY up there on the pain scale. It's not even getting as far as the R* in the memory but this hurts more.
I can remember the muscles locking up and spasming and biting down on my tongue.
I can feel it all in my body.
Makes my knee hurt.
Makes my ankle hurt.
Trying really hard not to cry out.
I almost forgot how much it hurt.
Comes in spasms or waves.
I hate the memory more than I hate them.
I don't think I even hate them.
There is no way to ground from this memory.
Hoping it isn't gunna last much longer, I don't know how much more I can take.
Couldn't take much before.
Fuck.
Just, fuck.
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
Haven't posted in forever.
So yeah, haven't posted in a bit.
Alter-wise: Jess and Minnow have integrated and Oasys has shown herself and Izzy's looking after her.
Err....Boo's SI'ing when she's out again.
Me-wise: Batman came down and it was awesome.
Helped me feel more relaxed and stuff and didn't dissociate except once when Bayley came out to chew a lid. Was weird having safe touch kept half expecting it to turn to something else but it didn't.
I even slept, admittedly on the floor, but it was freakin' comfy and I was wiped! Riding was fun, Batman was on Moose who kept bouncing away at speed and I was on Danna who was having a traffic freak out day.
Uhm...
I finished Nano!! But my novel isn't actually finished yet lol.
Oh, I'mma CMIT on Pandy's now. So I'm in training and we hadda training exercise today which was weird but easier than I expected.
The cold weather sucks ass. It's like -2 and snowing and Dad's making me walk to the yard tomorrow -.- Kinda hoping we get lotsa snow so Mum doesn't have work and she can give us a lift up there.
I'm hoping to get this carer job so I can get Zohan, I wanna go up and visit him so I might ask if Rach/Nina will come up with me and Mum to see him.
So tired right now I'm tempted to go to bed now but I can't be bothered to move cause I'm finally warm, and I really wanna cuppa tea.
Also! Batman loved FrankenBunny which was awesome took me ages to make him and I kept stabbing myself! Glad he liked it took a lotta work and stuff so yeah.
I read my garfield book, made us smile and giggle.
Love you Lit'lun, super mega loads <3xxxx
Love you Batman, super mega loads <3xxxx
Alter-wise: Jess and Minnow have integrated and Oasys has shown herself and Izzy's looking after her.
Err....Boo's SI'ing when she's out again.
Me-wise: Batman came down and it was awesome.
Helped me feel more relaxed and stuff and didn't dissociate except once when Bayley came out to chew a lid. Was weird having safe touch kept half expecting it to turn to something else but it didn't.
I even slept, admittedly on the floor, but it was freakin' comfy and I was wiped! Riding was fun, Batman was on Moose who kept bouncing away at speed and I was on Danna who was having a traffic freak out day.
Uhm...
I finished Nano!! But my novel isn't actually finished yet lol.
Oh, I'mma CMIT on Pandy's now. So I'm in training and we hadda training exercise today which was weird but easier than I expected.
The cold weather sucks ass. It's like -2 and snowing and Dad's making me walk to the yard tomorrow -.- Kinda hoping we get lotsa snow so Mum doesn't have work and she can give us a lift up there.
I'm hoping to get this carer job so I can get Zohan, I wanna go up and visit him so I might ask if Rach/Nina will come up with me and Mum to see him.
So tired right now I'm tempted to go to bed now but I can't be bothered to move cause I'm finally warm, and I really wanna cuppa tea.
Also! Batman loved FrankenBunny which was awesome took me ages to make him and I kept stabbing myself! Glad he liked it took a lotta work and stuff so yeah.
I read my garfield book, made us smile and giggle.
Love you Lit'lun, super mega loads <3xxxx
Love you Batman, super mega loads <3xxxx
Saturday, 13 November 2010
update to my previous update
bhorse is a no go til after christmas, so basically. No.
hawk n lixxie have settled in well
dadssingingandhisvoiceisscaringmefeellikei'mmahaveapanicattack.
dentist on dec 2nd
being yelled at for helping w/ Jaffa
being yelled at for not helping w/ Jaffa
lose:lose.
alford rang, still don't have a job
bought a reindeer w/ a rainbow coloured body, Cassie named him Custard, she got Bay to replicate him inside so she can always have him
riding on monday w/ rachel going on ellie
embers up for sale
uhm...batman's present arrived
needa actually sew together his christmas present
bought some new plecs and some piks
needa tidy bedroom on monday
flashbacky and shit lately
triggered myself w/ part of my nano
if i hit my nano target on time i'mma post my story here in bits but if i don't then i won't
er...body memories suck ass
was sat downstairs and felt something on my back, knew it was his hand and then i skipped the middle of it and just hit me with the worst bit, i actually lifted out of my chair and yelped
hurt
miss you little fish, love you
love you batman, see you soon
hi anyone else reading this
(though i don't think there is anyone else)
fucking hate dad he's eing a shit face
fucking neil diamond he isn't even fucking watching it the stupid fucking tosser
hawk n lixxie have settled in well
dadssingingandhisvoiceisscaringmefeellikei'mmahaveapanicattack.
dentist on dec 2nd
being yelled at for helping w/ Jaffa
being yelled at for not helping w/ Jaffa
lose:lose.
alford rang, still don't have a job
bought a reindeer w/ a rainbow coloured body, Cassie named him Custard, she got Bay to replicate him inside so she can always have him
riding on monday w/ rachel going on ellie
embers up for sale
uhm...batman's present arrived
needa actually sew together his christmas present
bought some new plecs and some piks
needa tidy bedroom on monday
flashbacky and shit lately
triggered myself w/ part of my nano
if i hit my nano target on time i'mma post my story here in bits but if i don't then i won't
er...body memories suck ass
was sat downstairs and felt something on my back, knew it was his hand and then i skipped the middle of it and just hit me with the worst bit, i actually lifted out of my chair and yelped
hurt
miss you little fish, love you
love you batman, see you soon
hi anyone else reading this
(though i don't think there is anyone else)
fucking hate dad he's eing a shit face
fucking neil diamond he isn't even fucking watching it the stupid fucking tosser
Friday, 5 November 2010
Updaaaate.
So there are two new alters. A set of boy/girl twins. Hawk and Elixyr.
They are both shifters, which would explain why my Nano story is about shifters..
Hawk is crazy. He likes to make weird noises and although he and his sister look similar they are totally different. As the name mentions Hawk has a 'hawk! It's epic. I kinda love it.
Elixyr, or Lixxie, is just as crazy as Hawk but in a different way...she has a kinda long faux hawk which is like...zebra striped. It's hard to explain. I wish I could just take a picture -.-
Lixxie likes to play with sharp stuff, which I'm not looking forward too.
I will eventually add the to the Adults list, I'm just lazy!
They're both 12 so technically not littles, so they don't have a minder. That said, Cam has agreed to help keep them under some of control lol...good luck Cam!
Aside from alters, I have been doing NaNoWriMo this year and to date have just over 7k words, which I'm remarkably proud of tbh. When the story is done I might post it on here in a couple of segments because you know...50K is waaaay too much for one post! But yes, I'm totally enjoying the challenge!
I might also be getting myself a youngster, a 2 year old arab cross is ideally what I'm looking for, I have a place I can keep it and Rach said she'd help me out w/ buying it because she knows I'll pay her back and she said she is comfident in my ability to bring a youngster on! I'm so freakin' excited!
I've always wanted to bring on a youngster and then we got Jaffa and then it was a case of I'm not allowed to work with him it's Smell's horse not mine etc etc. So my life long dream is sitting in the yard doing shit all because Smell doesn't know what she is doing!
ANYHOW!
Rach is gunna put me up for this part time job cleaning a toilet for 25 squid! It's like a half hour job, SCORE! And I'm gunna see about doing some cleaning in the evenings at schools, so I'mma head down to Cavi and see if they need anyone to help clean up and I'll scoot over to GV while I'm there.
Headed to go sort Batman's prezzie tomorrow cause what I originally wanted may or may not be possible, but I'm really looking forward to doing this! I'd say more, but he reads my blog! (Hey Batman :D)
On the subject of Batman, I'm so excited he's coming down soon, it'sa be awesome! But I need to tidy my room -.- it's a tip and like a three day job lol it's actually horrific, I kinda need to get Pig's hutch out of my room, but I kinda don't wanna cause I don't think I'm totally ready to like let him go so to speak yet.
Note to self: Get a picture frame from Wilko's like the one Rach got for my birthday. I wanna get 2 and put a pic of Spud in one and one of my awesome pics of Jakey in the other and get Dad to hang them in my room ^.^
So yeah...stuff actually seems to be going right for once in my life. I hope it lasts, I like the feeling!
Love you Lit'lun, I hope your midterms go awesommmmmmmme and I hope kitty is okay too! :D <3
Love you Batmanicus, you are the only super hero for me. <3
Laters taters <3
They are both shifters, which would explain why my Nano story is about shifters..
Hawk is crazy. He likes to make weird noises and although he and his sister look similar they are totally different. As the name mentions Hawk has a 'hawk! It's epic. I kinda love it.
Elixyr, or Lixxie, is just as crazy as Hawk but in a different way...she has a kinda long faux hawk which is like...zebra striped. It's hard to explain. I wish I could just take a picture -.-
Lixxie likes to play with sharp stuff, which I'm not looking forward too.
I will eventually add the to the Adults list, I'm just lazy!
They're both 12 so technically not littles, so they don't have a minder. That said, Cam has agreed to help keep them under some of control lol...good luck Cam!
Aside from alters, I have been doing NaNoWriMo this year and to date have just over 7k words, which I'm remarkably proud of tbh. When the story is done I might post it on here in a couple of segments because you know...50K is waaaay too much for one post! But yes, I'm totally enjoying the challenge!
I might also be getting myself a youngster, a 2 year old arab cross is ideally what I'm looking for, I have a place I can keep it and Rach said she'd help me out w/ buying it because she knows I'll pay her back and she said she is comfident in my ability to bring a youngster on! I'm so freakin' excited!
I've always wanted to bring on a youngster and then we got Jaffa and then it was a case of I'm not allowed to work with him it's Smell's horse not mine etc etc. So my life long dream is sitting in the yard doing shit all because Smell doesn't know what she is doing!
ANYHOW!
Rach is gunna put me up for this part time job cleaning a toilet for 25 squid! It's like a half hour job, SCORE! And I'm gunna see about doing some cleaning in the evenings at schools, so I'mma head down to Cavi and see if they need anyone to help clean up and I'll scoot over to GV while I'm there.
Headed to go sort Batman's prezzie tomorrow cause what I originally wanted may or may not be possible, but I'm really looking forward to doing this! I'd say more, but he reads my blog! (Hey Batman :D)
On the subject of Batman, I'm so excited he's coming down soon, it'sa be awesome! But I need to tidy my room -.- it's a tip and like a three day job lol it's actually horrific, I kinda need to get Pig's hutch out of my room, but I kinda don't wanna cause I don't think I'm totally ready to like let him go so to speak yet.
Note to self: Get a picture frame from Wilko's like the one Rach got for my birthday. I wanna get 2 and put a pic of Spud in one and one of my awesome pics of Jakey in the other and get Dad to hang them in my room ^.^
So yeah...stuff actually seems to be going right for once in my life. I hope it lasts, I like the feeling!
Love you Lit'lun, I hope your midterms go awesommmmmmmme and I hope kitty is okay too! :D <3
Love you Batmanicus, you are the only super hero for me. <3
Laters taters <3
Sunday, 31 October 2010
Halloweeeeeeen!
Now, we all know kids love Halloween, so a head full of littles makes for an exciting time!
I decided to make of a list of who is what!
So!
The Littles:
Harly - A fairy. Typically pink, tutu, wings, wand.
Coogar - A flower. A blue one with her face painted yellow.
Cassilyn - A hamster. Quinn painted her face and stuck whiskers on her ^.^
Butterfly - Funnily enough she's a...Bee. Yeah, I don't get it either.
Kelly and Kasey - Thing 1 and Thing 2
Bayley - A Wizard with an awesome pointy hat.
Dorry - A spider :D
Shaya - A witch
Salix - A bunny
Dot and Dash - Milk and Cookie
Taylor - Jessie from Toy Story
Taz - Tazzy Devil!
Lorelei - A soldier
Boo - A pirate
The Pixies:
Dougie, Switcher, Kaelyn, Foxa, Jaxal - A chain gang!
Sabrae - Chain gang leader
The Adults/Minders:
Tommy - Voldemort
Tony - Buzz Lightyear
Isabella - A firework
Quinn - The Joker
Alix - A bunny to match Salix's
Fernando - A soldier to match Lorelei's
Zephyr - Dumble-Door. A door w/ "dumble" written on it.
Camryn - Cleopatra
Calleigh - A butterfly
Newt - A feather boa
Echo - A "sexy" devil -.-
Boy - Zorro
Charlie - Sully from Monsters Inc
The Others:
Teeq - A Fish
Sook - A Pumpkin
Neyvari - Skeleton
Sylva (human) - Grim Reaper
Skye (human) - Lumiere from Beauty and the Beast
Sioux (human) - Dracula.
The main room has been altered. It's all black with skeletons and bats hanging around with glow-in-the-dark stars everywhere. Along w/ florescent hand prints from each alter and/or paw prints with their names written underneath. The tree has been decorated and painted with dangling things and bats and all sorts. The room has been split into areas with two or three minders leading the groups of littles and the other minders have set up areas where they are doing trick or treating for the littles. It's pretty awesome and children scary :P
They're organising pumpkin's for the littles to carve and they're gunna have a party with punch and allsorts. It'sa be awesomeeeeeeee!
Happy Halloween everyone!
I decided to make of a list of who is what!
So!
The Littles:
Harly - A fairy. Typically pink, tutu, wings, wand.
Coogar - A flower. A blue one with her face painted yellow.
Cassilyn - A hamster. Quinn painted her face and stuck whiskers on her ^.^
Butterfly - Funnily enough she's a...Bee. Yeah, I don't get it either.
Kelly and Kasey - Thing 1 and Thing 2
Bayley - A Wizard with an awesome pointy hat.
Dorry - A spider :D
Shaya - A witch
Salix - A bunny
Dot and Dash - Milk and Cookie
Taylor - Jessie from Toy Story
Taz - Tazzy Devil!
Lorelei - A soldier
Boo - A pirate
The Pixies:
Dougie, Switcher, Kaelyn, Foxa, Jaxal - A chain gang!
Sabrae - Chain gang leader
The Adults/Minders:
Tommy - Voldemort
Tony - Buzz Lightyear
Isabella - A firework
Quinn - The Joker
Alix - A bunny to match Salix's
Fernando - A soldier to match Lorelei's
Zephyr - Dumble-Door. A door w/ "dumble" written on it.
Camryn - Cleopatra
Calleigh - A butterfly
Newt - A feather boa
Echo - A "sexy" devil -.-
Boy - Zorro
Charlie - Sully from Monsters Inc
The Others:
Teeq - A Fish
Sook - A Pumpkin
Neyvari - Skeleton
Sylva (human) - Grim Reaper
Skye (human) - Lumiere from Beauty and the Beast
Sioux (human) - Dracula.
The main room has been altered. It's all black with skeletons and bats hanging around with glow-in-the-dark stars everywhere. Along w/ florescent hand prints from each alter and/or paw prints with their names written underneath. The tree has been decorated and painted with dangling things and bats and all sorts. The room has been split into areas with two or three minders leading the groups of littles and the other minders have set up areas where they are doing trick or treating for the littles. It's pretty awesome and children scary :P
They're organising pumpkin's for the littles to carve and they're gunna have a party with punch and allsorts. It'sa be awesomeeeeeeee!
Happy Halloween everyone!
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