Tuesday, 10 January 2012

Hmm

Tomorrow (today) Mum and I are going to look at a potential horse for her. 15.3hh Tricoloured Sports Horse...5 yo and VERY green. Could prove interesting..

It's probably a no go, but you dunno til you go seeeeeee.

Monday, 9 January 2012

Okay..so oops.

So much for posting every day..oopsy.

yeah thats all your getting for now.

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Uglies.

I just read it. It's awesome. I love it.

Y'know when you need to say something..and you try a couple of times but it just..won't come out. It's not so much saying it..it's what "it" represents. What you know it means.

Why can't life be easy?

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

Haresfoot.

At work there are some lovely horses... but some have names like my alters!

There's Shay...Izzy and Quin o.o

It hurts my headddddddddddddd

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

Mmhmm.

I gave blood today and it went well until I got triggered :P

Then I had work at the stables and on the way back Mavis started making weird noises..so I pulled over and rang Dad who came out to help..my wheel was basically falling off o.o So Dad's hoping he's fixed it else it's my driveshaft and then that's a big bill.

And I finally made it to work a little late and then we went to the yard..where it was raining and gross.

I'm mildly tempted to bring the horses in every day before work so they can have nomnoms. But it means leaving earlyyyy.

It's now 2.05 and I am not looking forward to going to bed which is craptastic.

Mm, I feel triggered and not so safe at all.

Monday, 2 January 2012

Ocular migraines.

They really really fucking hurt like you wouldn't even believe possible.

And I'm giving blood tomorrow so no painkillers..fuck balls.

Sunday, 1 January 2012

Happy New Year

So it's the New Year, officially.

This year I have so reso's again.

1. I want to get fit/healthy. (Please note how I said that.)
2. I want to back Zoh which means the above has to happen.
3. I want to blog every day again.
4. I want to talk about things instead of hiding behind things.
5. I want to be okay...

There are a few other things but I can't remember them lol.

I'd like to take up a sport..either one I have done it a while or one I've never done before, because..why not?! Life's too short.

I wanna work w/ Jakey/Zoh at least once a week at a minimum.

I wannt write out memories/FB's/nightmares more often.

And damn, I wanna watch more films!
And read more books!